My life today

I really don’t have any words for how I feel today. I woke up from my third night in a row of emergency, only when I absolutely need it Xanax sleep. I slept through the time of taking my other nighttime meds.

Choo-choo is with Diesel doing something fun even though he was told yesterday he couldn’t go for behaving badly. He didn’t seem to remember or even understand that today so I let him go anyway.

I just spent half an hour organizing all my books and writing things because when Choo-choo finds any of it on the table or sofa, he throws it behind the chair knowing he isn’t supposed to play with it.

And here I am. Sweaty and frustrated and wishing the day were over already. Hope yours is better than mine.

Author: stepbackandbreathe33

I am a writer, mother, wife, and fighter in the battle against depression, anxiety, OCD, and PTSD.

5 thoughts on “My life today”

      1. I see. I didn’t get that portion. Do take care of your health. We need to be cool to bring up kids. I am also guilty of losing cool at times. But I keep re-emphasizing on that thought that, who will they turn to.


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