My life today

I really don’t have any words for how I feel today. I woke up from my third night in a row of emergency, only when I absolutely need it Xanax sleep. I slept through the time of taking my other nighttime meds.

Choo-choo is with Diesel doing something fun even though he was told yesterday Continue reading “My life today”

Respect

I have been working so hard, attempting to improve my health and my moods, attempting to be the best mom and wife I can be, all the while following my passion that is writing. Today I failed. Miserably. Most especially with Choo-choo.

Yes, he is a toddler. Yes, this is a very trying time. But today it was more than that. It is abundantly clear that he does not respect me. Continue reading “Respect”

The state of this world

I’ve been avoiding talking about the events that have recently occurred in America. This is not because I don’t care. I care immensely about people, both in my country and around the world. So much so that I find myself in a catch-22, avoiding the news because it hurts too much to know what is happening yet unable and unwilling to turn a blind eye. Continue reading “The state of this world”

Good morning!

I have a morning to myself today, as Diesel and Choo-choo went off on their own for some daddy/son time. I thought perhaps I might get to sleep in, but with a noisy toddler and a body clock that knew it was wake-up time, that idea flew out the window.

While I can’t laze all day, chores and housework to do and all, it is nice to eat breakfast without having to say “eat your food” or “sit down before you fall” every other minute. Plus, I have the added bonus of knowing my son is having such a good time right now hanging out with his dad and also with Dodge, whom they were going to visit.

I am going to finish my first meal of the day then crank up my favorite music while burning off some calories during cleaning time. Hope you all enjoy the rest of your day!!

Morning moods

So, this morning I woke up to the sound of Choo-choo screaming my name. I run up there to find him stark naked, puddles of pee all over his sheet. His pee-soaked clothes and full diaper were on the floor.

Shocked doesn’t even begin to express my initial thoughts and feelings. Continue reading “Morning moods”

Sleeping arrangements

So Diesel, Choo-choo, and I went on another little camping trip. It all started with a lot of stress during the packing and preparations, which led to disagreements between my husband and I since we weren’t able to Continue reading “Sleeping arrangements”

My little Destructor

Choo-choo and I found ourselves in a situation┬áthe other day about naptime. I knew he needed to sleep. He vehemently disagreed. I left him in the safety of his bed so I could step away and take more than a few deep breaths. Continue reading “My little Destructor”